HAPPY JULY 4TH

Hello from Hunter-

Weather is crappy today and my mood is reflecting it. I lost out on yet another fabulous job today after making it through 2 rounds of interviews with 8 people. It was determined I would not be a good fit...I do not know exactly what that means and I wonder what his wrong with me...I don't seem to fit in anyplace...I have asked my friend who got me the interview for specific feedback so that I can learn from the experience and she has been kind enough to to this...but I am not sure I would have done anything different. Anyway it was a crushing blow for me as I thought this would be a dream job and was excited...BUt I guess not. I am asking my higher power for guidance and will do my best to continue moving forward....I was proactive in that I applied for a career counseling scholarship program and qualified for 3 sessions. I will begin them the end of this month.

My sister, gave me a huge compliment today stating that my ability to handle adversity and still be positive and not fall apart is an inspiration. Great to be an inspiration but I'd like to inspire myself! Today I am lazy-the house is a mess and I have been in bed all day....I have not excercised and I have eaten junk food all day!

I don't always behave this way, so I guess it is ok once in a while-especially when the weather it terrible. I feel as though often I say the wrong things-not meaning to I just do....

My husband has a terrific step book he uses which I read through today. I am going to use some of the excercises in it for myself.

On happy note we all went to fireworks on teh beach last night and met some new friends..Mark came by bike so he could leave early and we were able to deal with another social situation in a good way.

Something good should happen this week....time will tell. I have not seen much of Mark today and he just returned home from his third AA meeting early to be with me...until tomorrow.

Hunter